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I WANT TO BE A... Feels like to ramble on the same topic as she did. Just to refresh my memories on my ambition before i became who i am now and job that i am doing right now. To start this i would like to TAG a few of my friends to write the same posts because i feel its good to share bah kan. (^__^)... Here is my buddies lists, seven in a row:
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No rules to be follow, just write anyway you wanted it to be. Just tag any of your friends if you feels like to keep this game going. (^__*) ...
Let's start!
When i was still a little child, i want to become a
DOCTOR. Every time my primary teacher asks me what is my ambition, i will proudly said that i want to become a doctor. Why? Because i want to treat my parents. They are old and always sick, so i want to become a doctor and can help them, can cure them and make sure they are healthy.
The ambitions keep on going until my secondary school and when i get my flying colours result in my PMR i am stick with my ambition. Only a slight specific because i want to become a
SURGEON. Still the same field though. Medical.
Things change after i get my SPM results. A little bit frustrated because i only got C6 for my Biology. So, i know that there will be no chance for me to enter uni and pursue my ambition. But, actually i still have another chance when i enter Pre-u (matriculation) and i took Life Science course at college. But, then my results is not so good-lah. Only manage to enter Uni and took Conservation Biology course. No more
DOCTOR for me. The ambition ends there.
After took Conservation Biology course, my next dream is to become a well-known
CONSERVATIONIST. It was because i inspired by the initiatives that has been done by quite number of amazing people. I just feel like i want to contribute as much as i can to do more conservation work in Malaysia especially in Sabah & Sarawak. However, the dreams paused/stopped for a few years because i failed to get any job in this field. For three years i am doing something else, insurance, clerical, teachings all sort of jobs that i don't like to do. Doing it just for the sake of making money for a living.
The door for my dream to become a
CONSERVATIONIST is open again when i get a chance to work with one of my favourite (
admire his work so much since my uni) Conservationist, Mr. Rob. Having a great time and experiences while i am working with him for three years. The great years as a Conservationist. However, when he quit from the company, i am lost for a while with the new head. The situation change and the most missing part is that, no more motivation and urge to work with the heart of a conservationist that i collect while i am working with Mr. Rob. So i decided to leave and find something else and move to another adventure in life. I will not saying that this job as
CONSERVATIONIST is end here because it will keep on continues because it is related with the current job that i am doing. The only thing that change is that, i don't want to become a
well-known/famous conservationist anymore. Just ordinary person but the work that i am doing giving impacts to the people/communities. That is my wish for now.
It's about now then...Hmmm... Now, i am working for the people. For the local communities living aside forests. People that depends so much with land and forests. Making living as a farmers, planting paddy, rubber tapper and collecting forests products. My views about life also grow as my spirituality also grow. The most important things that i need to do for the time that left for me on this earth is to make sure i serve His people with the strength and wisdom that He gave me. To help rural people by develop their skills and capacity building, helping them to develop any other source for uplift their socio-economic. It is important to teach them how to fish rather than giving them fish and leave them alone. This world is now a challenging world. The riches and powerful keep on overpowered and make used of
'orang kampung' for their own good. Their dependents on lands and forests makes me feel that they need to look after their forests and lands so that they still can have it for their next2 generation. Sustainability and proper management by their own people to their own lands and forests is the key but they don't have skills and enough knowledge to do it by themselves alone. So, that is my call now. To work together with them and improve their skills and knowledge together.
Okay, that's all i can share about my ambitions and what happen next in my life? I am not sure. I only knows that, i am doing what is the best to serve God. Anywhere and what He want me to do, is what i am doing now.
How about you my dear friends? We have different perspectives in this life. Sharing is Caring! Caring is Loving! So, share some of your thoughts and feel free to leave comments too. Good day!
Love,
Little Rose