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Online Shopping Again!

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This is my 6th time bought clothing from SALLYFASHION page. In my previous orders, some were correct sizes some are not. So, i decide not to shop cloth online anymore because i end up wasting my money and can't wear the cloths. However, this 6th time is a bit of desperate because i am going to attend a wedding early June. So, i have no time to go to shopping mall and look for a dress. Instead of wasting my time walking from one mall to another mall (usually it really took away my time if shopping for a dress), i decide to look at midi dress in Sally Fashion website. So here is my pick:
What i think about this dress? I bought M size and it fit my body well but i don't really like the belt so i might not using it if i wear this dress. Overall, it is okay.
 I bought M size for this dress as well. At first i want to buy red but then i change my mind because black can fit any occasions. This dress is just nice on my body and it does looks great. However, i have to modified that sm…

My Bracelets New Collection (June 2017)

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Since i was so bored with what i am doing with my life these past few months, so i start to find something that can distracts me from my frustration. Then, i took out all my beading's stuff from my storage box and i might did something since it has been a while i stop.
Here is what i made as a gifts for a few of my friends. I was thinking about selling this but i am not really good at calculating and estimate the price for each of my handiworks. 
Type: Gemstone Bead, Natural Rose Quartz (Enhanced) Size: 10mm Charm: Made with love  Note: Received by my friend Flo in good condition. I have to send it twice to Putrajaya because when i first send it to her, she was away for Gawai holiday and no one pick up her parcel. She loved it! 
Type: Gemstone Bead, Natural Rose Quartz (Enhanced) Size: 10mm Charm: Crucifix  Note: Courier it to my friend in Sabah and she just received it yesterday. Actually i also made an earring to match this bracelet. She loved it!
Type: Cats eye beads  (actuall…

Feeling Useless

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I am trying my best to stay positive and avoid the negative vibes that really get into me now. In this current situation i really feels like i am the most useless person in this workplace. I did try not to complaint anymore but it seems to be very hard to be here.

What should i do? Is it talking to my superior will help or worsen the situation? I have less confident on this because this working environment is not healthy at all.  
On the side note, i am paid to deliver my job not to be stagnant and out of the loop of everything that happen. Am i still the outsider? If i ever done anything wrong, please don't put me aside but confront me and talk to me. I feel like not only useless now but just a piece of shit which will be washed away. Full stop!

Another Hiking Trip to the Lost World of Sabah

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In September last year, my friends and I make into realization my dream to conquer Maliau Basin Conservation Area forest trail. However, we were a bit disappointed because we didn't managed to complete the loop trail because the accommodation at Camel Trophy Camp is fully occupied. Even so, i notice that if we carry on with the original itinerary, we will suffer. Why? Because the mission unlikely to become realization. We were not fit enough and, even though some of us fit but as for myself, i am not fit to complete that 42km loop trail.

Early this year, we were talking about making a second attempt to complete the forest trail loop but this time we will only have about four of the original members. Thus, we have to find another new members to join us. By March, another member pulled out so we finally have only three original members and five new members. This time, looks like we were having a very competitive members because some of them are Mt Kinabalu mountain guide. Hmm... i …

What is Friendship to me?

Almost a year now eh.!.. My next birthday is coming and only i came back and trying to post something in this blog. Well, i am very lazy to think and write a proper English, so i decide to write this entry in multilingual.

Dua tiga minggu suda sa mo post pasal besfriend ba ini tapi sa kemalasan mau menulis. Lagi satu, sa terlampau banyak blog jadi sa not sure mana satu sa mo kasi masuk ni entri. Last-last masuk sini blog sajala sebab sa rasa ni ja blog sa yang memang blog paling rojak. Macam-macam ada kalau dalam ni blog.

Why? Why friends important to me? Kalau ikut bukan lagi important ba tu, very very important. All stages of my life start from my high school until my working life, sa make friends with different group of people of different races, religions and backgrounds. Some of them just pass by ja la sebab tidak stick until now. But somehow, i would like to say thanks to social media jugala sebab ada yang sa lama sudah tidak berkontek tapi terjumpa balik thru social media espe…

My 2016 Birthday - Jungle Style

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I was on my High Conservation Value assessment's field trip to Ulu Baram from 15th until 23rd June 2016. It happens to be my birthday was exactly the time i am still walking in the forest observing birds, mammals, frogs and enjoying the cooling nice morning mists. We didn't celebrate because none of my friends aware of my birthday but it doesn't really matters for me because what i really need is a prayers. Woke up in the morning, i say a little prayer for my birthday this year.

“O St Therese of the Child Jesus, it is my birthday today. I want to give thanks and praise Jesus for this 35 years of my life blessings. Teach me your little way which will bring me closer to Mama Mary and her son, Jesus. Continue to pray for me and guide me in my life journey on earth till the day that i die and meet you in Heaven. I love you Jesus, I love you Mama Mary, I love you St. Therese of the Child Jesus. Amen.”

I am thankful to God for the gift of life and i has been given a chance to liv…

Why I Blog?

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There is a few reasons why i write a blog and i end up having quite a number of Blogs in these both domains, Blogger and Wordpress. When i recall back, there is a point of time that i became addicted with creating blogs. I was having this thought of sharing everything i have in my mind and don't want to keep it to myself. However, i ended up abandon many of my blogs because i can't keep up with it. Even to maintain postings in my main blog become very difficult for me. Let me list down some of the purpose of why i blog:

To improve my English writing - English is my second language and i learn it in school. However, after graduation and enter the working world, my English is very poor both in oral and writings. A friend of mine introduce me with Blogspot way back in 2008. Since then, i start to write and i can see my improvements as years goes by. Sharing my experiences in the field - I love my job as a field biologist so much and i have the great opportunity to work closely wi…